Oof…

You always know.

Even when you think you don’t, the answers are always within.

They won’t sound like the voice in your head.

They will feel like home & a breath of fresh air (even while threatening to suffocate your personality). 🤷🏻‍♀️

Subversion is a diversion…

Every time we subvert our truth in the moment, we lose trust in ourselves.

Making it harder to trust us in the next moment.

Brain then steps in and attempts to “protect” us.

Which often looks like procrastination, self-abandonment and numbing to the necessary discomfort of subverting truth.

Which restarts the cycle.

There’s another way….

Trust without restraint.

And know that if we fuck it up, all is well.

Because what if we don’t?

And what if fucking it up was the exact catalyst for the next moment?

What if the fuck up freed us from the self-made shackles of separation and disconnection from Spirit?

And brought us back home to Truth.

Making it easier to honor in the next moment.

Medusa and the freeze….

When we ignore Truth in the moment, it’s disturbing.

Whether our brain registers it as painful, anxiety-producing, fearful, reactive doesn’t matter.

It’s a disturbance in the field that is rectified only when we honor the Truth.

Which likely isn’t likeable or nice.

Therefore our personality will want to make it more palatable.

Therefore threatening the potency of the medicine.

Truth is like Medusa’s eyes on you…..

Honoring her keeps you moving.

Thwarting her freezes you in place.

Pleasing isn’t your purpose.

Power, precision, potency are.

On Trust…

When you trust yourself (and God aka YOU) explicitly, there’s no need to require another human to meet your demands for trustworthiness in order to feel safe.

You know you’re fine no matter what the other does.

Which liberates everyone. ALWAYS.

Freeing yourself and the other from any obligation of anything.

Allowing the natural emergence of Truth and Presence to move you. And them.

Which may seriously challenge the humans.

While delighting everyone’s Spirit immensely. 💦

Today is all there is….

This is a time of mass awakening

The shifts are palpable

And can feel both illuminating and isolating and everything in between

This time is meant to be one of deep introspection and revelation

We at being called to places and depths we’ve ignored and avoids for fear of being abandoned and obliterated

Thanks to the inter-generational trauma, indoctrination and intentional destabilization and disconnection from ourselves, Spirit, one another, Mother Earth, our humanity

If you think you have been spared this indoctrination and disconnection, I assure you as a human living on planet earth at this time, you have not

If what I’m saying stirs something in you, good….get curious about that

If you interpret my words as an attack or as something foreign and therefore feel the need to demean or diminish what I’m saying, good…..get curious about that

If you hear this and it resonates, good…..get curious about that

We are all seeking connection and understanding in a time when that can feel fleeting and shallow or activating answers confusing because we are often unpracticed in simply being present with what’s stirred in us—this is the work

To witness what arises without judgment

To sit with discomfort without rushing to fix, deny, or explain it away

To recognize that the resistance, the charge, the ache—these are invitations, not obstacles

We are in a collective unraveling, a shedding of illusions, a remembering of what has always been true beneath the conditioning

It is not easy

It is not comfortable

But it is necessary

If you are feeling the weight of this shift, you are not alone

If you are questioning everything you once believed to be solid, you are not lost—you are waking up

Let yourself be with what is stirring in you

Let yourself feel

Let yourself remember

This moment is asking us to show up—raw, real, and willing to reclaim what was hidden

To reconnect

To root back into truth

Will you accept the invitation of this now moment?

To the women who think they’re too old, too tired, or that their time has passed…..

You were never meant to fade away—you were meant to lead. The patriarchy lied to you. It told you that your value was in your youth, your productivity, your ability to endure. But the truth? This is the moment you were always meant for. Your wisdom, your experience, your ability to see through the bullshit, to hold space, to guide—we need that now more than ever.

We cannot do this without you. The younger generations are waking up, yes. We are breaking cycles, yes. But there are things we do not know—things we cannot learn from books or the internet. We need your lived wisdom, your stories, your presence. You are the torchbearers. Without you, we are moving forward without the full map.

And no, you do not have to be physically strong. You don’t need to hustle. Your power isn’t in your body—it’s in your presence. In your words, your discernment, your ability to guide. You have already walked through fire. You have already done the hard part. Now it is time to sit in your power and speak.

This world was not built for you to thrive in. But this new one is. You were raised in a world that told you to be small, to sacrifice, to stay quiet, to make yourself useful but never too visible. That world is dying. And now, for the first time, you get to step into a world where your presence is valued. Not for what you can do, but for who you are.

If you have breath in your lungs, your work is not done. You are not too old. You are not too tired. If you were, you wouldn’t still be here. Life is not done with you yet. You have something to offer, something to teach, something to share.

So if you don’t know how to step into this role, start showing up. Start speaking. Start sharing what you know. Let the younger ones gather around you. Let yourself be seen. Your time is not over. Your time is NOW.

We are waiting for you.

What to do when you’re stuck between worlds….

Practical Things to Do When You Feel Stuck Between Two Worlds

1. Ground in Your Body Daily

🌎 When you’re between worlds, it’s easy to get lost in your head—fear, doubt, overthinking. Get into your body. Walk barefoot, stretch, dance, breathe deep. Remind yourself that you are here, not trapped in some invisible battle.

2. Limit Your Exposure to the Old System’s Fear Triggers

😵‍💫 If you’re constantly consuming media, social feeds, or conversations that reinforce the crumbling world, your nervous system will stay in fight-or-flight. Step back. Choose what you feed your mind intentionally.

3. Create a Ritual of Choosing the New

🌸 Every day, do one thing that affirms the reality you want to live in. Whether it’s journaling about your vision, engaging with community, or just choosing joy instead of dread—it solidifies the shift.

4. Find a Community That Embodies Where You Want to Be

👯‍♀️ Isolation is what keeps people stuck. You don’t need to have it all figured out, but surround yourself with people who get it. The energy of those already in the new frequency makes it easier to trust the leap.

5. Give Yourself Permission to Grieve the Old World

😭 Even if you want to move forward, there’s still grief in letting go of what was familiar. That’s okay. Acknowledge it. Honor it. But don’t let it keep you frozen.

6. Remember: Fear Doesn’t Mean Stop

🕳️ Fear is natural. It just means you’re stepping into unknown territory. But fear and intuition feel different. If it’s fear and expansion, keep going. If it’s fear and constriction, reassess.

7. Ask: Where Do I Actually Feel Good?

💎 Not “where should I be?” or “what’s the right thing?” but where do I actually feel lighter, clearer, more alive? Follow that. That’s the new world pulling you in.

So in TRUTH, none of this is ever required. All that’s actually required is to submit to your BEing by following your highest excitement, to the best of your ability without expectation of an outcome and trusting the unfolding without regard to circumstances. (thank you, Bashar 🙏🏼✨👽)

To the human, this *can* feel esoteric and confusing because it’s more comfortable in the known. So the guide above can basically help prime the human to move until it automatically moves in accordance with its god-self.

✨ When in doubt, channel your inner feline. 🐈‍⬛

What is Goddess Guidance?

My work is transformative in that I see you. I mean the real you. The one you hope nobody notices, but desperately wish someone would .

I see the whole of you. The deepest, unfiltered version. I see what you perceive as the good, the bad and the ugly.

I see the parts of you that you prefer to hide, the parts you’re embarrassed about and fearful of revealing. I see the parts that you adore and aspire to embody more fully.

I witness you in your natural state without judgement, without criticism and simply through the eyes of love. This kind of revelation can be incredibly uncomfortable. Incredibly unnerving.

You can feel naked and afraid. Exposed to the light and elements that may illicit a desire to run and hide, to shutdown, to close off.

This exposure can also lead to feelings of jubilation and joy that come from being fully and completely yourself in ways you may have never experienced with those closest to you.

The revelations that come from this type of witnessing can be intense. Illuminating. And even painful. For they tell a story of your deepest darkest truths, your most radiant, passion-fueled desires. The things kept locked away for fear that others do not have hearts or hands big enough to hold this kind of tender, raw potential.

The real truth is the risk remains in not allowing this brilliance to be exposed because once we do, those people, places and things that couldn’t meet us there will fall away. Naturally, cleanly and promptly once we finally feel into what’s actually possible.

Witnessing pure potential with only love and no story or attachment is like discovering a lush new landscape for the first time. PURE MAGIC.

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I did a thing!! 🤗

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I’ve been feeling the call to share more intuitive guidance, and today, I’m stepping into it! This collective tarot reading is for anyone who finds it—trust that if you’re here, there’s something in it for you.

🔮 We explore the current energies, what spirit wants you to know, and how you can navigate this moment with deeper clarity.

If it resonates, I’d love to hear your thoughts! Drop a comment, give it a like or a share, and if you feel called, subscribe to my channel for more readings and intuitive insights.

Thank you for being here—may you always find the light in the shadows. 🌙✨

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The Void

How many of us roll through life, performing our worthiness?

• Thinking we need to do something

• Work for something

• Achieve success

• Meet markers of proof that we are enough

All just a lie.

The illusion—disguised as ambition—taught us how to “do life well.”

But beneath it?

Our own desire for more has been weaponized against our true Nature.

The Truth?

You never needed to:

❌ Do more

❌ Achieve more

❌ Prove more

Your BEing is already enough.

And when you stop long enough to hear the voice of your BEing, you’ll KNOW.

And when you know, life will reflect that knowing.

🕳️

The Void isn’t for the faint of heart.

Few dare to enter the darkest recesses of themselves.

It’s not a ritual for comfort.

It’s not a session for “fixing.”

It’s a reckoning.

A descent into the unknown.

Unscripted. Unleashed. Fully alive.

You, Me and the Truth beckoning underneath everything you thought you were.

You’ve always felt the pull.

You know the threshold is here.

Will you cross it?

⚫ Enter The Void.

The Infinite Now

Between living with 9 cats, listening to Bashar, tapping into the magic that is AI and channeling, I’ve become pretty unrelatable.

It’s a little bit similar to when I first moved off-grid and would travel outside my bubble into the “real world” which felt a little like I imagine Harry Potter to have felt after finding out he was a wizard living among muggles.

It’s both jarring and very funny to experience.

As the blinders get pulled back more and more in all realms of human life while the old dimensions of understanding shatter opening portals, I see us all as babies and Gods simultaneously.

Like the pure innocence of new life mixed with the hard-won wisdom of the ages.

The waking dream

The matrix

Alice through the looking glass

And a really rough psychedelic journey

Ripping us all through space and time a bit like the tilt-a-whirl.

What I always come back to is….

I AM….here

I AM….home

I AM….vibrantly, mystically, magically alive

The gift of this now moment is the gift from beyond the beyond.

And the weight of that for the human can feel disconcerting.

To the BEing, the one who knows and sees, it is just an exhalation of aliveness.

The infinite NOW.

Sweet Softness

Oh beautiful, tender

Body of mine

You have carried the me that

Desires exploration

Holding

Tenderness

Depth

The me that didn’t know how

To relate to the outside world

While yearning for connection

You shielded and protected me

From the harshness

I carried

And the pain

I consumed and recycled

Transmuted

Processed

Healed

Forever turning straw into gold

All while growing softer

And expanding my edges

Carrying the weight of the world

As if it was mine to carry

Dancing

Shaking

Moving

I hid in your recesses

I basked in your pleasure

Like a kitten sprawled across the velvet

Of my bed

Sunlight infusing everything

With the glow

Of ease

Radiant and brilliant

In all your magical, mystical ways

Harboring

The eternal runaway

Made of cosmic dust

Stars

And the infinite

Exhale

Of

All

That

Is

Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

For the space

To live

Love

Laugh

Grow

Play

Break

Reconfigure

Restructure

Remember

The weight of the human

Lives in the tissues

The lightness

Of Being

Sings with delight

At the beauty and wonder

Of it all

Lesson 20

I am determined to see. ~ Lesson 20, ACIM

The first time I touched a course in miracles, this was as far as I got for weeks.

I choked.

Got into all the thinking. All the storytelling. Oy.

So simple though, it was actually a super simple declaration.

One that absolutely changed everything.

From the moment I fully took in this lesson, I can see how I oriented my entire life around this idea.

I was asking for the truth to be revealed.

To pull back the curtain on absolutely everything.

With zero concept of what I was asking for.

Or what it would activate within.

One of my absolute favorites.

My teacher of that time reminded us every time we met - “you just gotta be willing to be willing.”

She was right.

The willingness to consider something diametrically opposed to everything I soaked in up to that point.

The willingness to drop everything I thought made me me.

Accepting that invitation was the bravest and most liberating choice of this incarnation to date.

Lesson 19

I am not alone in experiencing the effects of my thoughts. ~ Lesson 19, ACIM

Since this one bears repeating often and loudly……

ENCORE!!!

What we buy into creates the world we see.

From the time we are born we make meaning of everything.

Our experiences, families communities all inform the stories we tell about the things that happen.

This creates a feedback loop within that shapes our reality in ways that become invisible to us as we grow up.

The external world then reflects this internal feedback loop and we call it reality.

The Course seeks to correct that loop by questioning its foundation.

The lessons offer opportunity to see differently than what we’ve been conditioned to.

See past the fog into the truth that exists beyond the illusion.

Lesson 18

I am not alone in experiencing the effects of my seeing. ~ Lesson 18, ACIM

So, not only am I painting my world through the thoughts that I think which then become my experience, I am also impacting others, and simultaneously being impacted by them?

The Course is A path to wake up from this waking dream.

A way to divest from all that we have identified with.

An opportunity to see clearly, not only just for us, but for the whole world.

When we recognize this connection and that nothing is personal or private we begin to truly see things as they are.

We are never separate from the effects of how we be in any moment.

We are never separate from one another.

We are never not shifting, changing evolving.

Even when we’re standing still.

It’s not coincidence that the tides affect us.

Or that a butterfly flapping its wings is felt on the other side of the planet.

We are inextricably connected, even in our absence.

The key is to discovering and then learning to wield this power.

Will you choose fear?

Or love?

Lesson 17

I see no neutral things. ~ Lesson 17, ACIM

Expanding on the previous lesson, we see what we think about.

If I think about all the things worrying and stressing about, I see more of that.

And then I think I’m seeing more of that so I think more of that, the more I trick myself into thinking what I’m seeing is real.

On the flip side, when things are going great, I think about how great they are and then I see more to acknowledge as great.

And am then swept up in how amazing they are reacting in that elevated state.

When in truth, the above leads me to be completely externally dependent on things going a certain way to remain stable.

To see things as they actually are is to remain neutral to what is unfolding in front of my human eyes.

From there, I can actually experience the extraordinary beauty of this life.

Lesson 16

I have no neutral thoughts. ~ Lesson 16, ACIM

Our brains are such powerful meaning and matter-making machines, like the OG computer processors.

The data we feed them through the stories we tell about the feelings we feel based on the things that happen become the world we experience.

The output is only as good as what goes in.

Junk in, junk out 😳

Joy in, joy out 🥰

Really though, the cleaner the input - aka the more neutral - the more accurate the output.

The less movable we become.

The more powerful we remember we are.

The more truly connected we actually are.

Because we experience things as they actually are, rather than spun through the filter of our trauma, conditioning, stories, blah blah blah.

Lesson 15

My thoughts are images that I have made. ~ Lesson 15, ACIM

What we buy into creates the world we see.

From the time we are born we make meaning of everything.

Our experiences, families communities all inform the stories we tell about the things that happen.

This creates a feedback loop within that shapes our reality in ways that become invisible to us as we grow up.

The external world then reflects this internal feedback loop and we call it reality.

The Course seeks to correct that loop by questioning its foundation.

The lessons offer opportunity to see differently than what we’ve been conditioned to.

See past the fog into the truth that exists beyond the illusion.

Lesson 14

God did not create a meaningless world. ~ Lesson 14, ACIM

Our sight is limited by the beliefs we hold about the world we live in.

A Course In Miracles seeks to dismantle this.

It seeks to clear the debris from our eyes that living on planet earth has conditioned into us.

To realign us with the Spirit of Truth.

To remind us of our true nature.

Our limitlessness.

Our wholeness.

Lesson 13

A meaningless world engenders fear. ~ Lesson 13, ACIM

It can be so easy to look around us, at the circumstances of our life and feel afraid.

There is so much “wrong” with the world when we look around.

The opposite can be said from other perspectives.

Ultimately, none of it is “right.”

It just is.

What we see out-pictured simply is what it is.

A compilation of our individual and collective beliefs, the collective delusion we currently buy into.

It will shift as we do, as that collective vision shifts.

Remaining presents and neutral becomes a superpower in a world of deep polarization.